Each day I thrive on wanting to be me and only me
The world is not that grand to allow such
We live each day as it comes
Even though we may plan for the future
My future is at arm’s length
But never as mapped out as I would like
Foresee the hate that follows me
Is a thing of the present, the past and most importantly the
future?
Excited that I live another
I dread not being happy with how it has unfolded
Fear has become and everyday meal
Serving up a three course meal more than four times a day
The unfortunate result is anger and frustration
Excited that I live another
I dread not being happy with how it has unfolded
I keep that smile on my face
Attempting to act like it does not matter
But my pain goes skin deep
Sending shivers down my spine
Whirlwinds through my veins
Cold fronts through my bones
Confusion in and around my brain
And sadness in my heart
Excited that I live another
I dread not being happy with how it has unfolded
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