RIPOT

We all come to a point of no return

We face what we think is easy but end up doing (another)

Difficulty breathing is a beginning and the next just follows as you move on

Basic understanding of the now seems unreachable

Playing the field brings forth unknown kn-owns

Which we tend to push to the side

Many enforce unhappy happiness to themselves and others

Do we live to live or live to wither in the wind?

Distrust for your own begins to slither onwards

Towards unwanted wants according to plans made to destroy ones inner being

The walk of the so called life we mould

Follows one like a lost shadow seeking its owner

We plan to be happy

Therefore why is it that the plan sort out for many is such an unhappy one

I AM NOT PERFECT

I am not perfect

But my road towards perfection is something we all aspire too

You have been a joy and much more to be around

You have seen the dark and the light side of my experiences

Sometimes I tend to feel down because I feel that I am not deserving of you

I sometimes base my existence on helping others

At the same time I forget I’m part of this world

I have tried on numerous occasions to put myself first

But I don’t have it in me to just think of myself

I have been pondering about everything that has happened

And in some instances I am glad that I have something to complain about

Not saying I am agreeing with all that has been happening

As I don’t necessarily agree with it

I would rearrange continents

Spell your name with the blazing stars for all to see

You are truly a marvel one would be blessed to be with

The light you exude is calming and sometimes fearful

But you are just surrounding me with hope that all will be okay

Therefore in essence, all I want to say is Thank You…